Sometimes I say words not because I want to but because I can't stop myself from saying something until my mind lets go and I don't have to anymore. This can get frustrating because people think I don't understand sometimes that I can't have the thing I keep repeating. When I just really want to say words that say what I am thinking I can't make them come out. This has been really hard. People don't think someone who can't speak is capable of being intelligent. You get used to being talked to only like a small child but not someone who might be thinking.